I immediately go silent when something upsets or hurts me. It’s a coping mechanism I have developed overtime. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, I simply withdraw, and try to process my emotions in private. I prefer handling my emotions on my own. I’m always craving to be understood by someone who appreciates my silent side in my most random days. Sometimes I’m annoying and loud,but most of the time, I’m just quiet, and too sad to converse. I want to say cheesy stuff, be weird,and share my nonsense stories randomly without feeling like I’m bothering them. We can have deep and meaningful conversations, because we’re always ready to listen to each other. I desire someone who understands every bit of me and loves me just the way I am. A soul connection. I never know how to talk about my feelings,I talk to myself in my head a lot about how I feel, and I explain it so well. But getting in to actually come out of my mouth is so hard.

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Daniel: Exactly the same
Daniel: We are too kind to bother others with our feelings. We want to contain things within
DR: 私不了你 私我下[比心]