I’ve lost the words to describe the way I feel
I keep seeing these dreams and the way they cringe to me
It plays in rewinds daily , with a spurge of pain for its only audience
It’s a thing that gets hold of you and wouldn’t let go
It wouldn’t let go
It holds you down and watch you drown
Not in pity but in pain and hate
Try to hold it all together but don’t wanna push the devil
It’s a heartbreak, a heavy beat, those voices right there.
You can lie to yourself but it’s all on repeat
Deep Down inside me I know
Loved you for you
Stories not like swan lake and the prince
So fable
But that of 伯牙 and 钟子期
Cinderella had her golden shoes and a prince
It’s worth the trust
Thought I had lost you, I wouldn’t want to, I don’t want to
Some friends are better off without the ship
Thought I wouldn’t make it back but found my way home but I still don’t want to go . Not yet time ，am not prepared.
You know you’ve got that charm. I feel calm when I talk to you . Maybe if I write to you daily it’s not that bad .
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