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2025-04-18 04:33:02 晴

以前不懂妈妈每天失眠是怎么度过漫漫长夜的，最近连续失眠几天才慢慢明白，原来失眠一段时间后，大脑不再是过度活跃思绪不断，而是监控者一般的存在，它极度清醒且强硬地审视着自己，无法感受到以往睡着时那种意识不受控像是坠入另一个空间的感觉。这种清醒同时也是麻木的，不再会因为睡不着而有强烈的焦虑和不安，而是冷冷看着这一切，没有任何的欲望。我甚至开始对自己能够打个哈欠都感到欣喜，仿佛这是在“监控者”的疏忽下才偶尔会表现出来的身体反应——所以要怎样我才能允许自己睡过去？我的高度警觉和不安源于什么？也是在这段时间失眠里我感受到了意志的强大，或许是意志的自以为是，导致身体无法遵守自然的信号进行睡眠，被多次强制启动后，身体发出的睡眠信号便不再被接收和感知 >>阅读更多

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