果然还得是摇滚
20年前的歌，20年后还可以当药用
随便吧，哪有不刮的风、哪有不下的雨、哪有不起的浪
上台下台，不过都是一鞠躬的事
Sekian.
梦夏
文字写于2007年的初夏. 原来已是半世前.
仍记得因何故写下，隐约还能感知当初的感受. 其实早已物非人亦非. 做过一场噩梦，梦里梦外都是雷电交加.
音乐改了上百版，没有一版是完全满意的，无所谓了，只想抚慰记忆中的某些点，告慰亲自动手掐死的过去. 有点抓马，but who cares?
好想要一个冥想盆，把某些记忆抽取，储入盆里，那样就有足够的脑容量了.
<<梦夏>>
那是那年夏天一个不平凡的晚上
荷尔蒙的作祟，心理起了异样
难道要我抛下矜持去和你直截了当
不想再继续伪装 像个傻子一样
像个傻子一样，趴在那断头台上
任你玩弄于股掌 还要帮你算账
沉睡的河水已经开始荡漾开始流淌
你还没想好怎样 我却已经疯狂
思绪太快无法阻挡
所谓真相混着幻象
真真假假都是伪装
突然就进入这战场
继续观望
不把嘴张
是礼让，还是装
谁是披着羊皮的狼
谁又是披着狼皮的羊
谁是披着羊皮的狼
谁又是披着狼皮的羊
还在胡思乱想
爱丽丝梦游仙境一趟
好戏正式开场
继续观望
不把嘴张
是礼让，还是装
谁是披着羊皮的狼
谁又是披着狼皮的羊
谁是披着羊皮的狼
谁又是披着狼皮的羊
不要嚣张
原是 南柯梦一场
11年写的一些碎片，回看，当时戾气还是挺重的. 稍作整理，反正这几天嘛也干不成, 躺平瘫着还能动动手指头. 曲是丢给AI弄的，人声高音都快成电子狗了，将就吧，懒得调啦.
This is Me in Disguise
You thought you knew me, but you never tried
To see the battles I've been keeping deep inside
I walk the shadows, play the perfect part
But there’s a storm inside my heart
Every word I speak, every step I take
Is a cover for the risks I can't afford to make
But tonight the mask falls away
And the real me’s here to stay
Didn’t you realize this is me in disguise?
Hiding in plain sight, beneath the lies
You think you know me, but I’m hard to define
Can’t you see the truth in these hidden eyes?
I’ve been a stranger even to myself
Locked up in my dreams, left them on the shelf
But now I’m ready to leave it all behind
I’m stepping out into the light, no more blind
Every wall I’ve built, every line I’ve crossed
Led me back to the parts of me I thought I’d lost
But now the cracks start to show
And I’m ready to let go
Didn’t you realize this is me in disguise?
Hiding in plain sight, beneath the lies
You think you know me, but I’m hard to define
Can’t you see the truth in these hidden eyes?
It’s not too late, I’m breaking free
No more illusions, this is the real me
So take a look, don’t turn away
I’ve been here all along, waiting for the day
Didn’t you realize this is me in disguise?
Hiding in plain sight, beneath the lies
You think you know me, but I’m hard to define
Can’t you see the truth in these hidden eyes?
Didn’t you realize this is me in disguise?
Now the mask is gone, you’ll see no more lies